It's been a while I never get a chance to share my thoughts and ideas. There were a lot of things happening in my life the past few years- bad and good, happiness and sadness, tears and joy, and many things. I thank God I am still alive despite all those events beyond my control.
One of the events and I never forget was the passing of my beloved father. I am guilty of things that I was taken for granted off. And now more than ever I am I have a chance to show my affection to my family and loved ones.
The past years' experience taught me a lot. And from this lesson, I've realized to be obedient at times especially to our parents. I admit I was once hard-headed because I stand by what I believed in. There are things that you want to conquer while in life crises. I had so many insecurities, no self-esteem, no self-confidence, and always in doubt when making a decision. The negative thoughts come in to bother you until you become weak. I spent glasses of tears crying because the load I was carrying was really difficult.
When one time I went to church crying hard and didn't notice there was a nun coming to me giving leaflets. The church is my outlet when I am in a difficult situation. When I have problems, the church is my go-to place.
I think forgiveness is one factor to make a person moved on, to make a person happy. It doesn't matter how long and when to forgive. It is the hardest part but it is only the one way to have peace of mind. There is no amount of wealth and money the moment you forgive - the sigh of relief is so momentous.
God gives us time to repent, to think, and to search. The sin we committed is forgivable in the eyes of our Almighty, only when asking forgiveness there is repentance. The repentance will make you a brand new person. The moment you changed by repentance, the blessings become easy to come unexpectedly.
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